Time's Ineffectiveness

Funny
I'm sorry, still.
I miss you more than anything
Seeing you again, even if it was my own heart fooling itself, made me realize. Still
The dream felt real.
I wish I could've slept more, held you a little longer.
I'm sorry. Seeing you hurts me
I am sorry I never told you good job personally, or how beautiful you looked at prom.
You should consider it a good thing, I would've probably just stared at you while mumbling something and turning the color of your dress.
Why. Still
Please God just let me sleep.
Forget again the complexity
Forget again the simplicity
The honesty that tore me apart
That has left these scars not yet healed.
I just want to hug you again.
Laugh with you.

Now at least I know.
It will ever only happen when I close my eyes.

...Every time I close my eyes
Forgive me for blinking, much less dreaming.

I miss you

Still