Undeserving

Cosmic rays reach out to kiss my cheeks, through autumn leaves your light flashes in my eyes.

Interrupted by the blunt and sudden bumps.
holes along the road I travel
With abandon my gaze is drawn to the dark tunnel of trees again though.
Waiting for another blinding glimpse

For, what began as an overgrown road paved with friendship has lead me to a thinning.
Where could it lead?
Prayers for delivery to the pasture fall on wounded ears.
Still, the ears listen
Still, the ears love
I deserve not a place among the prayers of a poverty and loss filled world

Yet, could the directional instincts instilled in me prove to be correct.
I pray they are leading me to you.

Yet again, here I lie stricken with the disease of the flesh. Undeserving.

Resentment comes seemingly inevitably again

I pray your light might burn me.
Light my soul, as your smile lights my cold days
Whether it be incineration or a cancer's communication to my skin that translates over me.

Please dear God let this road lead to open pastures of your light...
Tree-barred glimpses are likely to be the only result of my journey though.

There exists not enough time between now and His second coming that I could be quench of this journey.

Please, I beseech thee.
Never let this sun set.