Exactly How I Feel

I lay intoxicated
Weighed by the lingering fumes of pity over the bed.
God help me to lift myself from this surrender,

"I arise today"

Pulling myself up from the subconscious retreat
From the restless rest tainted with medication
Smiling still, today I am breathing, fumes, but breathing nonetheless.

"Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the trinity."

Your unachievable challenge is enough to inspire
I will never achieve as you have as your strength beats in my heart, resonates in my mind.

"Through belief in the threeness"

The pieces of perfection create whole perfection.
I am in pieces, body, mind, and soul, yet in your creation I am made whole
Perfect no, perfectly me, a perfect translation of your creation that only you can completely appreciate.

"Through confession of the Oneness of the Creator of creation"

I love you God.

Pray for me Grandpa.
Pray for me Grandma.
Pray for me Manuel.
Pray for me St. Andrew.
Pray for me St. Patrick.
Pray for me Holy Mary.
Pray for me Jesus.

I love you.

I pray to thee to grant me the challenges and the fortitude to overcome them so that one day I may earn the right to worship at the feet of my Lord.