In All Honesty

I've given up, laid my head
On the table, defeat

Life is a game, love is a puzzle

You're still nowhere to be found and
Sometimes I can't help but hate my life
In your absence I'm empty

Lost

I really don't care what happens
Pain is progress, an addiction I've succumb to
For the burn of that moment I'm full
Though nothing can replace love:
Yet...

I still try.

Because -so obviously- either you don't exist
Or like so many others.

You couldn't possibly love me.