I can't help but feel that its all coming dowm...

Once again by some "random" chance or maybe destiny or fate or whatever the heck you other people believe in, I spoke to soon. M------... thank god for her... I hope she'll be happier with someone else. We already agreed it would be better to be friends. She looked over her shoulder today and our eyes met, it was torture as I saw her hurt green eyes mine probably looked twice as bad and I couldn't help but despise myself for agreeing to the friend crap. She said we'll get to know each-other better, and if circumstances change (I'm not going to elaborate for her privacy) we may  be one again... knowing my luck. It's all great right now I got my letter for being on varsity soccer (as a freshman) the same night I felt like tearing my ears off (last night...). Life sucks right now, I'm so thankful for everything good god has allowed in my life right now but I can't help but wish he would help me fix a little more than my B+...  

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Selene said…
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November 5, 2009 at 7:44 PM
Anonymous said…
I can't help thinking we are all pathetic for still having blogs, and trying to one up each with our love stories but I am here for the both of you no matter what.
November 6, 2009 at 5:04 PM
Madison said…
Wait a second! I am terribly confused! Yes Blondie, I do agree it is kind of pathetic we all still have blogs and confess our "true feelings". But oh well. Sandi whats up with you? :) I haven't really heard your problems. But 1DGQ, its going to get better honey, I promise. Just remember that everything happens for a reason. The good and the bad. I hope you are doing better. Call me when you get a chance and we can talk some more!
Madi
November 7, 2009 at 1:18 PM
Selene said…
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November 7, 2009 at 2:40 PM
Madison said…
Oh, sorry about that Sandi. Boys suck. Don't worry about them.
November 10, 2009 at 7:18 PM
Anonymous said…
Again what is everyones problem with the opposite gender???? Sandi yours make sense. And Ali's yours too but Lola, what is you story. Do tell!!! lol Boys are stupid, i agree. At least the lucky ones who we like
November 11, 2009 at 8:37 PM
1DGQ said…
Is that it... I'm just not lucky right, well that what everyone keeps saying I'm sick of all this bull crap.
November 12, 2009 at 3:22 PM
Selene said…
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November 14, 2009 at 5:17 PM
1DGQ said…
I didn't mean to aim that at Rachel I'm just saying if some girls would just open their hearts (corny but true) not just see with their eyes they might learn to appreciate what they already have.
November 16, 2009 at 3:29 PM
Madison said…
1DGQ some of us have done so. But some guys (not directing towards you) are too stupid to see that. I've fallen for a few guys Blondie. They just...didn't turn out so well...UGH!
November 16, 2009 at 5:05 PM
Selene said…
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November 17, 2009 at 6:47 PM
Madison said…
Ok. I am uber confused. Yes most of the time they are the "hookups" type of guys. It is hard to appreciate a guy when you don't have one. :p Why is the opposite gender such a confusion to the human race?

So I posted this on Blondie's blog. But I got in the musical for my school. And although the director led on that I was going to get a lead, I didn't. So for the musical (Children of Eden) I am part of the snake. Yes that is the devil. Once again I am an evil character. There are nine parts to the snake. So I kind of feel like scum right now. I'm also a storyteller. I know I shouldn't feel as bad as I do, because I am a freshman, and I have 3 years to have my time, but still. I got to sing with my crush, so that was an all-time high for me. We held hands and everything! (He is a senior, so no worries.) :)Plus after the callback, he texted me and said I did a great job and loved singing with me! YAY! Ha. That was a very long post. AHHH! He just texted me! I think I'm in love!!! ;) *just kidding
<3
November 19, 2009 at 4:32 PM
Anonymous said…
Cool now that everybody's lives are messed up... I am just gonna leave it there
November 19, 2009 at 6:57 PM
Madison said…
Our lives aren't messed up. They are just a bit...ugh forget it. They're complicated whats wrong with you Blondie?
November 20, 2009 at 5:16 PM
Anonymous said…
besides everything????
November 23, 2009 at 3:05 PM
Selene said…
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January 25, 2010 at 11:57 AM
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